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I relived my childhood memories today,

5 more papers to go! :D
Bio paper was totally disappointing.
i crammed all the genetic engineering into my brain !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and in the end, none of it came out -.0

Heh im going to catch HSM3 after O's!!!!!!!!!!!
Im sure gonna do so. My sisters went to watch it w/o me the other day.
Even Haslinda watched it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHHHHH i think i will give my books away to my cousin
or probably burn them. LOL (okay i wun)
MAYBE i will learn from Sab and recycle my books and be an
environmentally-friendly person :D

O'S IS ENDING!!!!!!!!!!!!


One week of O's has just passed.
Tiring week, because despite lying on the bed early,
it takes me a pretty long time to fall asleep ):
Yeah im waiting for the nine o'clock show to start! Heh.
Okay im off,



Finally i realised you weren't the same as before.
But i guess it doesn't matter to me anymore.


Yes no one will probably read this post.
HAHA but i just feel like updating -.-

Yes just two more days to the biggest examination of the year. LOL
Dun think im prepared at all. Hahaha.
I can't stop thinking about what to do after o's !!!!!

O's stretches over one month. ONE MONTH.
most probably i would have all my brain cells killed before i
can type the next post by then.
Hah wells.
Im sad at how little smses i get these days cuz everyone is mugging :(
OKAYOKAY im off. BYEBYE.


I think im sad.
>:(

There's HCJC open house tml.. i want to go and see kalok! Haha.
Been at school for the past two days.
Consultations were quite productive (:
Okay i think i will blog some other day when my feelings are upside down again.


Haha im staring at this blank screen here but i
dunno what to type. There's this mixed feeling inside me that
i dunno how to describe it.
:(


Last day in Crescent,

Today marks a historic moment of my life (:
(i guess this post is gonna be an extremely long one)
It's been a good four years.
Now looking back, I see drastic changes in myself.
Having seen myself in the darkest moments,
falling down and picking myself up again.
Of course, i wouldn't have done that w/o the ppl around me.
#Sec1 & Sec2
(The most carefree times?)
I came only on the second day.
Shah was the official first partner! She must be thinking which stupid
girl could actually talk so much. Heh but i rmb we shared many things
in common. At the back of the class would be really noisy, with Diana&Kal behind. HAHA
Classes ended very early everyday and the clique
would just hang out at the fastfood restaurants whole day long.
We don't even get the chance to do so now ):
I still rmbed the nov&dec hols! Myself, Jiaying, Cindy (+her bros), Kalyn,
Wingyan, Hazel, Suan would just town every weekend. I guess I
would never forget that part of my life (:

#Sec3
This period of life was a difficult one. Haha now thinking about it,
i find it hard to describe. I guess i would never go back to that time,
even though there were times when i wondered if i made the right decision.
Yeah, during that period i felt that i changed so much that i couldn't
recognise myself anymore. It came to light about who were my true friends.
Stepping up to become a leader was a new challenge. Cuz i never dared to speak up.
I still rmb what Bertha ma'am said in the letter when she left. She said i have grown alot! (:
Sec3 bonded the Squad together. I will never never never never never never
forget any of them because they were there to support me, to cry with me,
to listen to me and make me realise many things.
#Sec4
Sec4 marks a turning point of my life(:
Haha im glad many ppl are proud of me! Heh. One of them is Haslinda :D
A productive year cuz it was my FIRST time to be involved in two
competitions - Arts Fest, Footdrill Competition.
I guess i would never have experienced the joy of working together to
achieve sth as well as the pain of losing in a competition.
We practiced hard, even at the expanse of neglecting our studies.
As a squad, we really faced many disappointing moments, but of course
we experienced the joy of winning. But at the end of the day, i knew winning did
not matter to us at all. It was the process that matters(:
I knew I wouldn't be who im now if it were not for them. Indeed, i have become
stronger (:

There are still many things to mention. Teared a little today. I guess i would
miss having lessons in class with Cherlyn & Aish. Saw Ma'am & Seniors.
Chishan snr gave me F1 souvenir! I must write an OA essay to get
good grades like her next time. HAHA :D Went to eat with the Squad.
(Full strength - 1) Arghhh the Harvard Professor was missing again !! Hahaha.
We were all dying of heat, hunger and weariness.
I accompanied Haslinda to Cd-Shop before heading for home (:
I received an extremely sweet present today. Small, but nice <3
Heh thanks a million. Was very touched by it! Haha. It was unexpected
and i can't believe you went to get it. Really love it to the maxxxxxx!
Thanks for standing by me even when no one else did. Heh you are
one true friend. I will miss you too!

Pictures,






Farewell to Squad, Clique, 4C3'gang, Crescent.<3
P.S Other photos would be uploaded after i got them.


When you watch your life crashing down just like that,

Farewell tml.

I can't believe i cried reading that.
It's been a long time.